Sometimes I wonder…
Would we be what we are…
If I hadn’t wiped my camera lens with your scarf that day…
Sometimes I wonder…
Would we be what we are…
If I hadn’t wiped my camera lens with your scarf that day…
Many will say they love you but will shatter and desert you. However, some will outdo themselves just to make you happy but will never confess their feelings towards you…
You’ll come across both on your journey to find love.
“It is love, Kulbushan, if the passion to conquer fades with time?” she asked.
“You know its love”, I replied, “when even though the whole world is on fire…love remains!!”
It was raining heavily; the raindrops splashing against the window sounded as if someone was hauling pebbles from outside. The sun was setting far on the horizon. The whole room was painted in a faint fiery orange shade.
Kay sat on the sofa, contemplating the view, a coffee mug in hand. He was one that could never get bored of sunsets. As he took another sip from the mug, the sound of footsteps took over the splashing sounds of the rain. Behind him was Elena, the gorgeous yet simple girlfriend.
“What are you wearing?” he asked, peering over his shoulder.
“You like it?” she asked. She had on a black dress, showing enough cleavage to make any man salivate but at the same time having them wonder what was hidden. Red lipstick and smoky eyes matched to perfection her glossy hair.
As she inched forward, swaying her hips, Kay knew he was in for an amazing evening. Elena placed a hand on his shoulder, grabbed his coffee mug and set it aside. Sensually, she lifted her leg and sat on Kay’s lap, facing him.
“What are you doing?” he asked.
“Sshhhh….”, she replied. “Sit back and enjoy”.
She ran her fingers through his hair and pulled him in closer.
“Today, you’ll be the submissive one”, she said, inching closer to his face.
He could feel her breath on his skin. A tingling sensation jolted down his spine when Elena began to lick his neck.
“Yes ma’am!”, was the only thing he could answer, for even thinking was difficult.
Elena then proceeded to undo his shirt. Her hands roamed freely over his hairy chest.
“You want to carry on here? Or should we move to the bedroom? She whispered.
Kay grabbed Elena by the thighs and lifted her into his arms, and together, they moved towards the bedroom where Kay set her in the bed and began crawling towards her. She, spontaneously, pushed him away with her foot.
“You are the submissive one, remember?” she retorted.
She pushed him onto his back and climbed onto him; slightly pressing against his crotch.
She tied his hands to the bed headboard. “You are all mine today”, she whispered, as she let her mouth graze against his ear, neck and chest.
She then reached back and lifted her hair, as if to give her neck a gush of air and they fell freely over her shoulders. As the music on the stereo came to life, Elena began to sway her hips, still gently pressing against Kay’s crotch. And each sway brought Kay closer and closer to the urge of taking control.
“You like this?” she asked.
“You know very well I love it”, Kay replied, “How about we get on with it?”
“No no no…” She replied. “You don’t get to decide. I am the one who decides” she said, reaching down and unbuttoning his pants.
Kay’s breathing intensified. She pulled the pants off and threw them away from the bed. She began by gently kissing his neck, then his chest while gently caressing his penis.
“You know what?” she said, “I believe, it is unfair that only you are naked. You can take my dress off, if you want to.” She giggled.
“Yeah but my h…” Kay began to speak before being interrupted.
“Ohhh yeah…your hands”, she replied. “How about I take my own dress off? Or you don’t want me to?” she grinned.
“Would you, please?” Kay begged.
She stood up and did a few twists and turns, just to make him more ‘hungry”.
She began by unzipping the back part; as she did so, the dress became loose, hanging over her shoulders. She sensually dropped the dress over the bed, exhibiting her naked body, dimly highlighted by the sunset.
She let her hands roam freely over her body to end over her vagina.
Kay felt as if he was going to explode.
“Would you like to be in me?” Elena asked, playing with her nipples.
“Oh yes, I do. I really do!” Kay pleaded, on the verge of despair.
She placed her hands on his chest and lowered her body slowly till her vagina was gently touching the tip of his penis…
“Do it” Kay said.
To be continued…
Why do you keep chasing me?
Don’t you already know how brokenhearted I am?
What do you see in me? She asked.
I see in you, someone who completes me.
I see in you, I whispered, my future…
It was around 23.00. The weather was perfect; cool breeze and a clear sky. Kay and Myra were on their back from a party. Music was blasting on the speakers and the couple was holding hands, romance was present for the ride. Myra leaned over for a kiss, Kay turn her way and leaned in too, when they suddenly heard a crackling noise.
Out of nowhere, a tree fell in front of the car. A big tree just fell there, in the middle of the street. Kay stomped on the brakes and the car screeched to a halt. They were the only ones there. Kay reached for the door handle to get out of the car but Myra pulled him back, saying it’s too dangerous to venture out alone. They then decided to turn back and go through the old road, the one nobody uses anymore because of its remoteness. They had no other option as it was the only alternative to reach the motorway.
Couple of minutes later, the couple was on the remote road, which was sparsely lit in some places and prey to completely darkness for the rest of what was left of it. There was no civilization for miles, no network coverage, and no help in case of breakdown or trouble.
And knowing how this situation scared Myra, Kay decided to take the piss.
“It is said”, he began, “that in these parts of the road, there is a spirit that wanders about, looking for lost travellers.”
“What?” Myra asked, puzzled.
“A woeful spirit. Rumour has it, years ago; a fellow traveler was lost on these very roads. And a group of drunken youngsters raped her and left her for dead in a ditch along the road. And ever since, every careless traveller that go through here meet a terrible end by her hands. And it is also said that she looks li…”
To add to the idiocy he was going on about, Kay subtly reached for the headlights and turned them off, which got Myra bursting into screams.
Few seconds later, Kay turned them on, and immediately Myra landed punch after punch on his arm in frustration. Despite the blows raining on him, Kay had his huge grin on his face.
They drove for a few kilometers down the road where dead silence reigned; not a buzz not a leaf rustling. It was far too quiet. The car started spitting, Kay got puzzled; he couldn’t make out why the car was behaving as such. And then, it trembled to a sudden halt. Myra looked at Kay in ager, for she thought this was another one of his pranks. But this time, he wasn’t doing anything. The car really broke down. And being in the middle of nowhere, he had to get down and investigate the nature of the breakdown. He popped the hood and got down from the car. He lifted the bonnet, fiddled around for a while and came back into the car.
“The engine coolant is over. I have no idea how that happened. But I need to get some water to refill it. I have a jerrycan in the trunk. I’ll be right back”, he said.
“No. wait. You cannot go. Its dark out there and we are all alone. It’s too dangerous.” Myra said.
“Staying here is more dangerous. I’ll just get some water and we’ll be on our way. You hear that? That’s a stream. There is water nearby. Just lock the car and stay quiet. I’ll be back soon.” He said, kissing Myra on her forehead to reassure her.
And off he went, in search of water. Darkness blanketed the road. There wasn’t even a slight light getting through the tall trees that surrounded the road.
Myra was now getting anxious. It has been a while since Kay left and there was still no sign of him. She reached for the door but then remembered what Kay told her. She double checked the locks and stay put in the car.
There was a scream.
“KAY!!” Myra yelled. He was in danger. She pulled the door handle and as soon as she got out she came nose to nose with Kay.
“YOU?? Are you okay?” Myra asked…checking Kay for possible wounds.
“Yeah. I am perfectly alright. Why do you ask?” Kay replied, curtly
“I just heard you scream. What the fuck is going on?” Myra asked, persistent.
“I was just messing with you, babe. Here, I got the water, get in, I’ll fill in the coolant tank and we’ll be on our way.” He replied.
Myra got in the car, irritated, because she fell for Kay’s prank again. The latter, on the other hand, filled the coolant tank with water up to the brim and then sat in the driver seat. He turned on the ignition and the car roared to life.
Few meters ahead, there was a junction. And instead of taking the left exit, which leads to the motorway, Kay took the right one. Myra, puzzled, looked at him and asked why this incentive. To which Kay replied:
“Don’t worry. This road is a shortcut. We’ll reach further down on the motorway.”
Myra believed him and rested her head on his shoulder. The road was quiet. Kay wasn’t speaking much as well. Myra leaned in and kissed him on the cheek and went back to resting her head on his shoulder. But then…as she peered in the rear view mirror, she saw something that scared her shitless.
While, all this time she thought she was leaning against Kay’s shoulder, in the rear view mirror she saw her head leaning against nothing. In the rear view mirror, she was all alone.
KAY WASN’T KAY…
We got to witness an international phenomenon this week; the Super Blue Blood Moon. The last time this happened, was in 1866, when people got to see a supermoon, a blue moon, a blood moon and an eclipse all together. From where I am, it wasn’t much of a blue moon, but definitely a super blood moon. I got a few pics…Enjoy
Granddad was lying on his hospital bed. Air tubes, wires and all sorts of medical devices were attached to his body. He was diagnosed with Bradycardia; a medical condition where the heartbeat of an individual drops below average. And given his age, a 92 years old man, his heartbeat was a mere 38 beats per minute. We were all by his side. Me, mum, dad, my sister, uncles and aunts. A few minutes later, the doctor came in with his file. He flipped through a few pages and looked right at us. His verdict broke us; Granddad’s heartbeat drops every hour. It’s just a matter of time now.
I couldn’t stay there, so I left the room and sat in one of the chairs in the corridor. I brought my hands to my face in desperation. It is one of those moments where you feel completely helpless. Far in the background, I could hear my uncle talking to the doctor and asking what we could do to ease Granddad’s pain. And the only answer that came out of the doctor’s mouth was; “There’s honestly nothing we can do. Given his age, a surgery would be too risky, a mere 10% chance of success. I will prescribe some medicines to keep his heartbeat steady but that will eventually cease to work and we can only anticipate his departure.”
Tears had just started rolling down my cheeks when I felt a hand on my shoulders. I looked up, watery and puffy eyes present, expecting to see one of the relatives comforting me. But to my surprise, it was a young woman, in her mid-30’s, I’d say, wearing a green hospital gown.
“Lost someone dear?” she asked.
“Not yet. But the doctors already condemned him. It’s only a matter of time.” I replied, subtly.
“I know how it feels. But remember, if you stay strong, the other members of your family will, in turn, have the courage to face the situation.” She replied.
I began to understand her point and changed my approach to the situation.
“Hi. I’m Kulbushan” I said, extending my hand for a shake.
She shook my hand and said, “Hi Kulbushan. I am Kyra, nice to meet you.”
“Who is in the hospital?” She asked.
“My granddad. He is diagnosed with bradycardia.”
We spoke for a few more minutes before she pointed towards the end of the corridor and said,
“Look…my dad is calling me.”
I stared towards where she was pointing. But there was no one there.
“Who is there?” I asked, concerned.
“My dad!” She replied. “He is calling me. I have to go. Would you like to come with me?”
“Euh no!” I replied. “I am good.”
She stood up and started walking when I called her, “Kyra, thank you for your help. I will be strong for my family.”
But she didn’t look back. She kept walking towards the end of the corridor.
At that point, a nurse walked in.
“Who are you talking to?” she asked, puzzled.
“Ohh, just this nice lady, Kyra. She told me some useful stuff on how to approach the situation.”
“Kyra? Young lady in her mid-30’s?” she asked, perplexed.
“Yeah! That’s the one I am talking about!” I replied.
“That cannot be!” she exclaimed.
“Why not?” I asked.
“She was a patient here.” She said.
“Yeah I know…she was wearing the hospital gown!” I confirmed.
“NO. You don’t understand. She WAS a patient here. She died two hours ago!!” she explained.
“What the fuck are you talking about sister? I just had a conversation with her.” I exclaimed, shivering.
“Here”, she said, showing me a list. ‘Kyra Verrato’. Her name was there in the list of corpses in the morgue.
I ran for my car. I didn’t think about telling anyone. I just ran straight for my car. I got in, put the key in and turned on the ignition.
“Hey, Kulbushan. Where are we going?” Someone said from the back.
I didn’t even get the time to turn around and I felt someone extend an arm to grab my neck. I struggled around, trying to get free but to no avail. I peeked in the rear view mirror and there she was. KYRA. Her nails dug deep into my flesh. I wanted to scream but I couldn’t.
Eventually, she let go of my neck and I immediately reached for the door. But it was locked. There was nothing I could do. Hesitantly, I turned around. The last thing I remember was seeing a pale face, no eyes and bloody teeth coming straight for me.
How long can I pretend that I don’t love you?
How long can I act calm when inside my heart suffers a thousand stabs?
How long can I keep my feelings for you hidden?
Why do I keep waiting for you despite knowing that we’ll never be together?
-D. Kulbushan Luximon
This past Wednesday was the opening of an Art Expo that was accessible to the public from 21st to the 23rd of Sept. The students of the School of fine arts, MGI (an art institution) displayed their best works. As expected, I attended the opening ceremony and I believe that I should share with you guys, some of the pictures I took. A big applause to all the artists. Enjoy…Cheers.